

In My Mind.Thud. The only sound I can hear against the mechanical whirring of the machine through which I seem to live my non existent life. The tapping of the keys presume as I write some short get away down, just to try and make sense of the demons in my mind twisting me into distorted shapes and forcing my mind to wander into unspeakable sin. I sigh. Closing your eyes does nothing when the ability to think rationally has been overcome by the most rational thoughts I've ever dared allow venture into the weaved jungle of secrets and lies Ive locked up over the years. But sometimes, if I close my eyes realIn My Mind.


Behind Closed EyesPlease wont you forgive me For giving in to years of hurt Through all this time Ive tried to run Now I've fallen in the dirt.Behind Closed Eyes
The mascaras all run into rivers, Streaming through my soul, Whilst I cry to leave this desperate world, In my moments of lost control.
Whilst wrenching at my hair, And biting through my veins, Means nothing to you in perfect worlds, Behind your windowpanes.
But I sink into my own world, To drive the day away, Whilst lulling soothing distaste, Turns my head away.
Closing eyes to block


Help Me ForgetThe night shows its secret, In the quiet crisp aftermath of the day, And the world bows its head, In its quiet refrain And I left it all to rest, Because its all so mundane, The way you smile at me, As Im going insane, As Im spitting out words, That just flow from my brain, Whilst I sleep of the toxins, That just blocked out my pain, And I cant scrub off the marks, That are now just a stain.Help Me Forget
But forget me now, Because the suns shining down on the park, And the worlds forgotten that day turns dark, And everything


The JourneyWe came across this land as entities knowing nothing of each other meeting in the fields of light and darkness we became close over time,The Journey
The smile and happiness that occupied life moved us forward into time nothing else mattered but those moments when we were together,
There are things that we don't understand the pain that will accompany us the joys that will replace this pain do not forget how the world is around us,
time will change with every breathe we take this world will always know the pain across our wakes till the days as which


BlindBLINDBlind
I sit in the dark I feels so blind For these horride thoughts Run through my mind
Nothing is right For now i can't see All felings I've had Now turn against me
I cry in my hands
And scream to get out Yet no one shall listen It's them that i doubt
This life that i live It cannot be mine these feelings i have They make me so blind
I run around I scream and i shout Yet now i know Ill never get out
All of these things I lock them away For i shall continue T


insomniacAll alone at night i lay, the music makes my fear delay, the static surrounds all around. the night seems longer, my fears grow stronger. When will the night become day? how much longer must i lay, I watch and wait for the stars to dissapear. But as i wait here comes my fear. the static is gone, the silence is deadly.insomniac
As i lay my body shakes, i yearn to sleep to rise and wake, but this night keeps going on. Seeming to never end,
hours go by, waiting forever for one to pass. I see the sun, it's almost risen.
The mist cover
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